day of stupidness~

i'm not blaming anyone, just my stupid self!! all happened bcoz of my stupidity. n it cost me lot to pay for all this. maybe some people said dat its juz small matter. but not for me. it made me all wrong today, making the worst day ever!!! in fact, i never wasted my tears for nothing. n as i remembered, i already wasted them twice for dis sem. once for the homesick+hse thingy. n dis is da second time!


maybe in the normal situation, i'll never be like this. but knowing stupid thingsss when u jz woke up from a long sleep, dis will happen!! but i deserve this. its my fault, and its all bout my stupidity. and every1 admitted it. and i can say, every1 is keep saying that i'm very srupid today. when it reaches 40 times, i'll be really stupid then~


the hardest part is... how to confront her and ask for forgiveness. for god sake, i din mind anythng happen to me as long as she doesnt affected. cz its all bout me. jz be strong belle~ y u became so chengeng like dis ekkk?? u can face all this thngs alone~ wishing that my rumet is here with me now~ n stop crying coz u'll get nothing except panda eyes!!