keep breathing

something is in my mind now
but i can't let it out~
and it keep bothering me
day and night

*sigh*

~pics heaven~

i dont know where to start actually since i combined so many events in here. and since i'm too lazy to write, i wanna jz put down pics...

"a picture is worth a thousand words"

how if i start with CORPORATE GROOMING?

duh.. mls nk membebel sebenar nya, tp nk ckp jugak. if anyone related to this happened to read, jgn kecik hati ye. my 1st impression bout dis event is,

"ni cam event dak2 2nd year 1st jeee~"

n when i saw the participants, bole kata ramai batch tu jgk. models pon sama. committee xpyh ckp la~ erk... mls ckp dah. mls nk taip!

but luckily i have KYO there. kalo tak, gelap la masa depan aku agak nye. sure ley dpt award kanak2 plg pendiam!!

yesss... bespren ketat~ kejayaan donia!

ada cite psl ketat neh sbnr nye~

spotted!! beLLe bekerja~

ouhss.. beLLe lg. sorry ye zareen~

ouh.. ni pic time dat event. nk tunjuk pic bekerja+berhibur keras lak... why i said berhibur keras?? miahahaha.. sukeee!!! ktorg karok tahap xhengat nye kt undercroft tuh. mic 1 sorg. bilik plg besar. abang2 v4 jgn jeles yee!!!

yes.. aku n kyo BEKERJA keras~

take a break dude~

introducing~

idrus sporting!! tp xigt lirik~

jojo mmg xhengat donia kalo dpt mic~

yezzzaaa!! suara plg mahal da kuar~

erm, n sorg abg v4 jadik model lor~ ngn menari lagi. fuyoooo beb!

iskandariah!!

model mekap2~

n for the dinner that nite, aku pn kemain la pakai heels kan. pas2 tetb kn serve lak. mak ai!! tah bape ploh kali ler ulang alik gituuu~ sumpah kaki rasa nk tercabot tahap xhengat punye. thanks to IS for landing me your selipar jamban!!!

then, NAMI's OPEN HOUSE~

wah3~ asl makan je, of coz la muka aku terpacak kt situ kan. macam2 adaaaa~ laksa, lemang, ketupat, rendang, mi goreng. (pssst.. nami masak mi goreng taw!!!)

nadia pakai spect belalang~

kanak2 nih panggil aku horsie!! wah2~ ala2 aku jadik kuda tunggangan dia la aritu. hik3~ siyes bes maen masak, maen barbie. nk jadi kanak2 smule plsss~





n ada 1 incedent happened!! jo buat corak bes kt langsir mak nami~ minum air smp tersembor2~ wakakaka..

santek punye corak~

usaha menyelamat~

n da bes thing is, dpt duet raya!! wakakakaka~

commercial break. nk kenal kn MID lak~

~MID yg kacak~

the next will be JAMUAN RAYA MECHE

dis jamuan raya, for me, biasa2 je over all. xbes sgt. xramai sgt join n kida bosan. xpe. 1st attempt. congrats n thanks to atiq n tajul~

both are our pics~ (me, jojo, lala, kalai n nader)

budak EE sesat aka my partner for dat nite. wakakaka~

da last pic of this jamuan raya will be the hottest one!!

ready?








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taraaaa!!!

warkahkah~ jojo n mal. sedondon gitu..

MUSIC FEST + OPEN HOUSE JONED

yes! belle yg pemalu menebal kn diri bertanya kepada joned. bila dia nk wt open house. wakakaka~ n i requested for soto!! yeeehaaa~ (salah kn joned sbb suke cte psl soto mak dia bes). n part plg xmalu is soh joned invite aku g open house dia. xpe. demi soto, aku rela. warkahkah~

joned tetdo kepenatannn~

(byk lagi pic, tp dlm kamera mok kot. upload kemudian ek~)

and before going to jened's house, we (me, lala, uyun n ima) went to da music fest. jumpa ayie n J kt sana. also dat PE gang (etan, arai, papa hamster n ....).

cam tangan cacat jer

da crowds. sungguh ku xsangka iteq nyanyi~

n da last one.. MECHE AWARD

of coz i din get da award. tlg kerja je la ye bang~ (also, pics byk kt zai. nnt da dpt upload lg)

wani da cinderella

ella mak tiri!!!

n lastly....

beLLe comel~

happy bday kaped!!

happy birthday to you

happy birthday to you

happy birthday to KAPED

happy birthday to you~

kaped da 22!!!

sbnrnya nk promote my handmade card. wakakaka~

lucky~

since now is already 4:18 am, internet sgt la berlaju-lajuan nye. so i take dis oppurtunity to update my blog laaa.. i know my blog was so damn SEPI since aku wt tempoh mogok ngn tenet UTP yg cm haremmmm nih!!!

hurm, talking bout SEPI, i cried tahap xhengat punye when i watched it for da 1st time few days ago. also CINTA, a movie before SEPI from da same director. hishhh.. hilang macho i nyahhh~

okayh.

LUCKY!!








~read dis all heartedly~








Do you hear me,
Talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

actually my point is aku sangat xpuas hati with da lyric. i repeat, SANGAT!!!

kenapa lucky kalo in love with ur bestfrens?? hey, tak lucky langsung okayhh!! lama da aku xpuas hati pasal ni. tp xsempat nk membebel meluahkan perasaan lagi. okayh, let me give some situations.

CERITA 1

sorg kanak2 pmpn ni kawan ngn sorg kanak2 laki ni. dari kecik. maen sama2, pegi skola sama2. pas2 kalo ayh kanak2 pmpn ni marah knk2 pmpn ni, mst knk2 laki ni tlg bekap kn knk2 pmpn tu. n parents knk2 pmpn ni percaya kt knk2 laki ni je nk jaga ank pmpn die ni. knk2 pmpn ni nk bawak basikal pegi sekola, ayh knk2 pmpn ni xbg. tp bila knk2 laki ni mntk kt ayh knk2 pmpn ni, tros ayah knk2 pmpn ni bg sbb knk2 laki ni bole jaga knk2 pmpn ni. so sweet kan. bile da besa sket, knk2 pmpn ni rasa cm die suke knk2 laki ni. tp knk2 laki ni anggap knk2 pmpn ni cm besfren or jz adik je. pastu dorg makin xrapat dah.

lucky ke ni???

CERITA 2

sorg pmpn ni kawan baek ngn sorg laki ni. slalu share their probs together. in fact dorg mmg sgt close la. sape pmpn ni punye crush laki ni taw. sape ngorat pmpn ni laki ni taw. n laki ni pn sama. sape crush die, ex dia, sape dia suka, sume pmpn ni taw. dorg mmg besfren la. pas2 bila lama2 kawan, slalu share probs, n they found out they got many similarities. byk sgt bnda yg dorg sama2 suka. n dalam diam, dorg sebenar nye mmg suka each other. tp sbb dorg da terlalu close, masing2 xberani nk luahkan perasaan sbb tkt akan ruin dorg nyer frenship. smp la bila da besar, at last laki ni kawen ngn pmpn laen n pmpn ni kawen ngn laki laen. sume sbb tkt nk berterus terang n takut frenship tergugat.

is it lucky??

CERITA 3

sorg laki n sorg pmpn ni kawan. at first dorg xrapat mana pon. sbb pmpn ni cm xpasan sgt pn kewujudan laki ni dlm hidup dia. tp lama2 rapat la jgk lepas laki ni ckp yg dia anggap pmpn ni as besfren dia. so pmpn ni pn ok la bila laki tu ckp cmtu. as to appreciate dis guy, dia pn anggap la dis guy besfren dia jgk. baek2 la mereka berdua ni. tapi bila dah lama2 tu, tetb je dis guy ckp pasal hati n perasaan. erkkk, pmpn ni pon terkaget la. sbb as for her, kawan ialah kawan. pastu dorg tros xrapat da sbb pmpn ni da rasa laen macam.

lucky ke dat guy??









dia just akan jadi lucky bila bestfriends ni sama2 suka n berani luahkan perasaan. but still, risiko nye tinggi. kesimpulan nya, x lucky langsonggg!!

ni la entry yg aku menaip plg panjanggg~

wallpaper lappy

yes. 2 3 menjak ni aku sgt malu nk tgk wallpaper lappy~








nape??












sbb die asek tgk jee~









aku nanges tgk cte sepi ngn cinta pn dier tgk.. haih~









maluuuuu~

selamat pagi cinta?

yezzaaaa...





here i wanna promote dis SELAMAT PAGI CINTA movie lorr~

starring: fazura, amani, pierre, awal

n dis 1 more movie also




































SELAMAT PAGI CINTA



















but....

fazura = johana

amani = troy

wakakakakka~

mengetagkan diri sendiri

yes. aku mengetagkan diri sendiri! taken from hambali's blog~

1. How old are you?

++ baru layak tgk 18-rated movies~

2. Are you single?

++ kanak2 of coz la single okayh

3. In what age do you think you’ll get married?

++ doploh nam?

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?

++ jojo? hik3~ mungkin jugakkk. maluuuu~ *blushing*

5. If not, who do you want to marry?

++ kalo x jojo, lala pon ade kannn~ kan lala kann??

6. Do you want a garden/beach or a traditional wedding?

++ traditional wedding untk sedara mara yg berlambak2, n beach wedding untk berfoya2 ngn kawan2 bole?

7. Your ideal motive?

++ bersuka riaaaaa

8. Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?

++ xgugel lg tempat2 bes laaa

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?

++ dat traditional one, ikot parents aku la nk bape ramai. but for da beach, only close friend r invited okayhhh~ (ehemmm.. aku mmg terer berangan. jgn jeles u ols~)

10. Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?

++ simple but memorable

11. Do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on your own?

++ tradisi melayu msti dikekalkan. yesss~

12. How many layers of cake do you want?

++ 5 cukop la kot~ hahaha

13. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or a simple place?

++ kalo nk simple je bole takkk??

14. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?

++ evening untuk beach wedding. bole tgk sunset. waaa!! so romantik~

15. You’d rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?

++ saya pencinta alam sekitar. but i want both. yes. aku mmg tamak. so what?

16. Do you like a grand entrance for your groom?

++ yg ni xsempat pk pulakkk~

18. Name the song/tune you’d like to play at your wedding.

++ tah.... tp nk romantik2 gituuu... yg beach wedding tu nk wt menari2 skali. jojo kn suke menari... hik3~ maluuuu...

19. Are you a morning person or a night person?

++ night!!

20. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?

++ ntah..

21. What age do you want to get married?

++ nk doploh nam jugakkk~

22. Describe your ideal husband/wife.

++ alaaa... malu la describe.. senang2 mcm jojo laaa.. =D

23. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?

++ sukati korg la makan cmane. asl jgn rosak wedding aku sudeyy~

24. Champagne or red wine?

++ orange plsss~

25. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?

++ if right ater wedding bole x?? miahahaha~

26. Money or household items?

++ monet money money~

27. Who will pay for the bills?

++ laki aku laaa!

28. Are you ready for married life?

++ oh, kalo skng, xpenah pk ponnn.. i kanak2 lg okayhhh~

29. Do you think you will still be a virgin until you get married?

++ jojo ngn lala suka maen rogol2. cmane nih???

30. Will you always be true to your wife/husband?

++ ehemmm~ insyaAllah...

31. How many kids would you like to have?

++ more than 2 plssss....

32. A new house for a newly wed or an old one?

++ nak yg baru bole x?

33. Will you celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding or diamond wedding?

++ panjang umo, ade jodoh, mst laaa!

34. What kind of cuisine would you like for your wedding?

++ nasi minyak of coz. peberet aku tuhh~ nk sushi jgk bole? erm, spagetti pn xpe. wakakaka~

35. Will you record your honeymoon in a CD or DVD?

++ mungkinnnn~ hahaha

36. Whose wedding plans would you like to know next?

++ jojo, lala, awang n nina, kuteng, zira, irda, tanjung, zureen n bob, yap, kalai n mira, troy n syafy, nami n izzy, mal n miss pluto (tkt mal marah kalo tulis nama), is n mia, sky, amy, farah n zenol (hurm, ramai lagi sbnr nye ni...)

raya~

"Selamat Hari Raya"

las minute workpiece~

prep

today is a very tiring day. doing all those raya prep made me dehydrated. really. my shift at da kitchen started at 12. jz after abah brought back all those dagings thingy. then potong2 da daging and basoh2. but still, i used my time wisely. ngeeeeee =D. have fun babe~

apa ini?

kuih makmur peberet jo-punye-kak-long??

n dis one?

kuih makmur kecik2 punye version kah??

dats y mama got angry at me. playing around with da dagings n tepung2. blom lg acara menyimbah tepung. wutever pon, asl aku happy sudey. hik3~






then mama assign me to make da kerisik. perghhhh!!! sauna free je arini dok menggoreng kerisik tu. panas nk mampos. n it took quite long until the kerisik jd kuning coklat2 tuh~ n now da best part ever.

tumbuk kerisik!!!

yes. mula2 mmg aku tabah. 1 round tumbuk. ok lagi. proceed to da nxt round. masih bertahan nampak nyeee. 3rd round. fuhhhh~ rasa cm nk tumbuh muscle da niii.. sure nami kagom tgk muscle aku nti. miahahaha~ 4th round??

belle da tetdo kat dapor. miahahaha~

bile bangon smule je, tgn da terketar2. so, lg byk yg tumpah je dari yg kene tumbuk. naseb laaa~

eheeemmm~ byk tumpah je okayhh

n ni la hasil penat lelah aku all dis day~

then, da setel sume2 tu baru proceed ngn rendang2 thingy lak. daging n ayam. siyesly, dis raya sgt penat. jz me n mama did all da masak2 prep. fuhhhhhh~

spot da difference

hihihihi... korek pics lama~

n i found dis~







spot da difference plsss~

miahahahaha~